i feel so lost, so weak i just know that i couldn't be alone this world is driving me mad questions pooping through my mind everyday "does he love her ?", " is he waiting for her ?" never did i get an answer out of it because i'm too afraid to face the truth all i know is that i need someone whom will always be there to bear with my weakness to bear with my nonsense someone to make me laugh when i'm sad someone to comfort me when i'm crying someone to keep me company when i'm lonely someone that loves me deep inside his heart most importantly someone that stays with me as long as i exist on this earth is this little dream of mine so hard to come true ? or am i just so childish to think about all this stuff now, there's a question popping in my mind " define love " anyone got an answer to this ? tell me, why don't i know how to handle love ? and why aren't my hero here to cure all my misery in life ? i got this weird kind of feeling now it feels like my heart is being crumpled like a piece of paper stepped on like a piece of paper on the crowded streets i think i should stop here now to prevent further disaster
QUOTE'
I have found the paradox,
that if you love until it hurts,
there can be no more hurt,
only more love <3
CHECKLIST
-Good O's level result -Room-makeover! -LG Viewty
-A trip to Japan -Camera -Study table
-Grow vertically -New school backpack -I-Pod Nano -Prawning -09'Chalet -Wild Wild Wet
HOLIDAYS' TASK
wait till the hollidays are back again (:
I want to accomplished most of the tasks together with you x)
