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but for now let me say, without hope or agenda,
just because it's Christmas [and at Christmas you tell the truth]
to me you are special in a way or another(;
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"Everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true.
Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts, envy hurts.
Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality,
love is the only thing in this world that covers up all
the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.
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"Do not find love, let love find you.
That’s why it is called falling in love
because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall."
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"you don’t just automatically love someone.
you have to slowly learn to trust, then you start believing them.
you want to be with them more to the point
where you’re jealous of anyone who tries to be with that person.
then it gets you mad but you get past it, you can’t be jealous anymore.
you can’t because you have this undying confidence that this person
will never leave you, they will never betray you, and that they
would never pick someone else over you, that you’re irreplaceable.
that’s when the confidence hits you, that you really do love each other
and it’s unbreakable."
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you're right. I'm bored.